Apr 10, 2009

Starting Fresh

I think sometimes, a clean break is good. Starting over shouldn't be seen as a bad thing right?

I've decided I need to step back and watch. I keep worrying about little things that keep wearing me down.

Deep down I know that I have a lot to offer, and that I matter in the heart of people around me.

I just need to realize that. I think we all forget that each and everyone of us has a place in the world that matters.

Lately I've been at that point. Trying to figure out who I am. It's been tough. And in my final conclusion I've realized that I have no idea who I am. But; it's okay. No one really knows who they are. Sure, people have an idea, but change is everywhere. All we can do is try are hardest and hope that it's good enough. If it's not, we just have to wake up the next morning and try again.

I searched for myself and found nothing but un-happiness. I got so sad because I didn't know who I was. I'll never know, and all I can do is start fresh. Today was a new day, and tomorrow I'll try harder; for tomorrow is a new day, and a new me. Everyday is a chance to be someone you want to be, because in the end, YOU matter.